Sunday, July 8, 2012

as pendulum swings..and i've become emotional..

Happy that sambutan sedekad Intesaber goes on smoothly.. Enjoy the moment very much especially with The ex students who came.. However...a bit rasa terkilan felt here: Forgive me if my statement is hurtful and Wrong..but as a teacher who started my career in 2008..the batch of 2008 is Considered as my first baby..was hoping to see many of 2008 faces during the event.. But..only 1 out of so many hundreds of Them came..thank you Shamilah Hasanah for coming.. I was quite disappointed..dulu ada juga saudara Fakhruddin yg sering menjenguk kami di sini.. Tetapi i understand his situation who is studying Abroad now.. Mungkin mereka mempunyai masalah yang tidak Mampu untuk dielakkan untuk menghadirkan diri.. Tidak mengapalah..cuma sbg seorang guru mungkin Terdetik satu conclusion bahawa batch 2008 adalah Batch yg tidak begitu menyayangi Intesaber Sebagaimana batch2 yg lain.. Mereka jarang datang melawat kami di sini.. Agak berbeza dgn batch2 2009-2011 yg sangat rajin datang beramai2 sekaligus memeriahkan suasana Di bilik guru...sbg seorang guru..jujurnya..perkara ini amat dihargai walau mungkin perasaan sebenar tidak pernah dinyatakan secara terang-terangan.. Akan tetapi..terubat jua rasa terkilan di hati ini Apabila anak2 dari batch 2009, 2010 & 2011 begitu Ramai hadir memeriahkan acara ini (sekadar mengambil Batch dr thn mula mengajar shj)..as an oldie, who has started to become emotionally attached now the presence of all of you meant so much to me.. Honestly..you guys really made my day! And for that..komawo..THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! note: batch2 awal dr thn 2004, 2005, 2006 & 2007 juga ramai yg hadir kerana terdapat begitu ramai wajah2 yang kurang Familiar hadir...dan terharu juga kerana melihatkan cara mereka melayani guru-guru mereka dgn ramah walau sudah lama tidak bertemu.. Yang dikatakan terkilan ialah apabila batch 2008 hanya 1 orang sahaja wakil walaupun diketahui ramai diantara mereka yang tinggal berdekatan dalam daerah Sabak Bernam ini dan sedang bercuti.. tetapi tidak dpt menghadirkan diri...tak mengapalah.. mereka pasti punya alasan tersendiri.. Untuk pelajar2 n bekas2 pelajar yang pernah bersama dengan teacher Huda..teacher sayang kamu semua walaupun korang selalu kena marah, kutuk & denda dengan teacher.. Setiap kali ungkapan "WE LOOOVEE TEACHER" lillahita a'la bergema di penghujung kelas.. Teacher selalu menjawab "ok..have a nice day everyone" Tetapi...dalam hati sering diikuti dengan ungkapan "teacher loves u guys too.." Cuma..ianya tidak pernah terluah dengan kata2.. Keegoan seorang dewasa yang menghalang teacher dari mezahirkan perasaan itu dengan kata2.. Maka..di kesempatan ini..let me tell u.. THANK YOU INTESABERIANS..BECAUSE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU WHO USED TO PASS BY MY LIFE HAS LEFT A MARK IN MY HEART THAT SHAPES AND COLOURS MY LIFE TEACHER LOVES YOU... BECAUSE OF ALL OF YOU.. I CAN STILL SURVIVE THIS WORLD OF TEACHING.. THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN..

13 comments:

Encik Harith Alhaj said...

alhamdulillah. glad and very thankful to be given such opportunity to visit skolah balek. and other than the activities and meeting up dengan friends juniors seniors, the teachers, lagi lagi tcher huda, cikgu has ngan ust nordin layan kitorang mcam we did not even leave the school. mcam u used to be here and u belonged here. homey . weekend nih jadi entertainingly precious. (Y). thank you teacher!

huda.othman said...

I learnt lots of things as well..Time is precious..when u guys (the ex) were here, i didn't appreciate u guys so much..then when u were gone, i keep missing ur presence..when u came to school,i was exhilarated so, saying goodbye was quite difficult..n i keep hoping that many of u will come back to visit us again..or if we could catch up with each other through social network or any reunion outside school..a simple news in fb is enough for me to know ur situation etc.and because of this situation, i become too emotional..moral of the story: i should try to show more appreciation towards the students more so that i won't regret it again in the future..starting from this year 2012 batch..hehe

Anonymous said...

teacher..... =( sorry for not being there. m in middle of study weeks for final. but we did try to search the updates about the event. sorry again teacher. =S n Jazakillah for everything. =)

Anonymous said...

dear teacher huda.sincerely i apologized on behalf of our absence during the SEDEKAD dinner night.Most of us hv class and exam on that time.We really wish that we can attend the event and meet our beloved teachers but we are very sorry that we couldnt make it.Please dont assume that we didnt love the school.. we reeaaaly love the school and hope to return back to school.InsyaAllah biiznillah jika ada ketentuan Allah kami pasti akan kembali ke tanah Intersaber

lots of love - anonymous batch 2008

Impiana Mayana said...

teacher huda.
To be honest, I miss INTESABER so much. I miss u and the other teachers so much. Knowing that u're waiting for us; batch 2008, is really appreciated. I' so sorry teacher... :'(

aKiRa LiL said...

can't agree more !!
it was the best weekend ever !! eventhough it was really tiring.. feels very lazy to go to college today as i really enjoyed the sedekad moments !!btw.. thanks teacher for the korean keychain !! see ya !! ;D

aliaazam said...

*throw hearts* <3

huda.othman said...

Noted..understood..no worries

huda.othman said...

Noted..understood..no worries

huda.othman said...

Noted..understood..no worries

huda.othman said...

Yeah..me too..had good time with u guys..lets do some catch up when we r in kl or sunway..:)

huda.othman said...

Harith..i just got to know how to use the reply button! Haha..so oldies me! Btw.the below comment is meant tk reply for your comment :)

huda.othman said...

Same thing here..flying kisses to u! *wink*

the wise one

an ordinary teacher teaches.. a good teacher demonstrates.. a great teacher inspires..
~~Scholastics~~



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