------> the millionaire <------

aloha...

hailoh...when you see the way i greet people here..it doesn't reflect myself as a Muslim...subhanallah...

well..as a radical & extremely "ganas" person who posseses great stubborness & holds belief that people should voice out their opinion, then i'm one of a kind of people who always be the blacksheep of the family...still, i refuse to change (the palpable characteristics of stubborn indeed)...

i should change...i have to change...i must change...the question is...WHEN?...

another argument within myself - WHY should i change? I love myself too much to change for a better person...an arrogant, proud, haughty, egoistics Huda...[sigh]

ok..i should change...

salam to all...

i've just read a very good entry writing from my beloved cousin's blog [Haruman Mawar ---> promo sis..even though you don't need one, sis..your blog is so higly read & well-perceived by others already...hehe]

10 years she has been tested by Allah SWT to endure painful moments in her life (be it physical, emotional & spiritual)...thank God, she stays strong no matter what happens...she is one of the most patient person i've ever seen...she is neither the one who gives up hope despite her illness nor the one to succumb under great emotional pressures from others...she is indeed the STRONG one..

lots of things that can be learnt from her - especially her patience...

patience a.k.a SABAR- as according to my lovely companion --> the thick, red Macmillan dictionary, this word depicts the ability of someone to accept situations that you don't like for a long time without becoming angry or upset...

subhanallah....begitulah hebatnya peribadi mereka yang diberikan kelebihan sifat SABAR

tidak ada anugerah yang lebih baik selain peroleh sifat sabar

[HR Bukhari & Muslim - quoated from *Haruman Mawar*]

pastinya kehidupan kita akan menjadi seindah alam ini andai SABAR a.k.a PATIENCE itu menjadi tunjang kekuatan dalam melayari bahtera kehidupan

honestly ... i don't have that much patience...i COMPLAINT a lot about my workload, my lovely STUDENTS, sometimes i complaint about other people too...not being grateful for what i have, right?...

i don't have patience with my students - at times, when i'm not in the mood, i could get angry at them easily...some other times, they will have to endure my tantrums...and in difficult times, my sarcastism will be able to kill them [figuratively speaking]

but..these kids are indeed wonderful..they might hate me at times & annoy with my attitude but hey..they keep up with me..trying to cope my ups & downs..and for that i'm indebted to them...thank you kiddos...

as what i have always believed that my profession is a noble job -

"GURU JUTAWAN AKHIRAT"...lots can be done to be the worthy Muslim & retrieve the rewards in the life hereafter..

i could be a millionaire - if only i become more patient with people, with life, with my own unstable emotions...

i want to be a millionaire - be kind to others...treat people nicely and LOVE my mother & family tenderly...LOVE my saviours sincerely...then, i'm definitely on my way to become a millionaire

i will be a millionaire - if only i fulfil the requirement

and to be a millionaire - i have to change for the betterment of ME and people all around me...

CHANGE is needed to become a PATIENT person...

~~still a Muslim who really loves her family & religion & country so much ~~